Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Food Poisoning

Went to 九王爷temple at Ampang after dinner with bii's family yesterday. Everything was OK till we are on the way home. I feel my stomach is getting weird all along the journey.

The feeling of 1st food poisoning was still on my mind and the pain was so similar! I feel like vomiting but I cant. =(
I keep praying that we can reach home faster so i can go to toilet and finally, we reached and I run to the swimming pool's toilet, I cant even hold up to his house.

Bii wait for me outside the toilet and keep asking if i am ok. He said" Omg ur face is green!" once he saw me stepped out from the toilet. I cant even stand straight and walk.

Then i decided to stay at his house instead of driving home with that condition. While we got into his house, his parent also said that my face was so pale. @@
I was lucky this time because i kept my last food poisoning medicine at Bii's house and he didnt thrown it away.

I diarrhea till whole stomach empty and I feel like vomiting still. Diarrhea made me dizzy and tired, Almost fainted while I was sitting on the closestool. forced to lie down on Bii's bed after medicine.
I didn't know that I was fallen as sleep, by the time i woke for toilet again, I saw bii was sleeping on the floor and not on his bed. I knew he wasn't want to have any chance to wake me up by going on his own bed so he sleep on the floor with only a pillow. I felt really touched and I really glad to have him in my life. I woke him up and forced him to sleep on the bed before I go to toilet....

And now, I want to Thank my Bii for taking care of me , Bii's mum for cooking porridge for me and even his dad ask if I m ok once he got home. Thanks for the concern and the caring. <3

At the same time i feeling warm , I felt down as well. People who always said that "I'll be with U / Friends are suppose to taking care each other" don even ask a single word. They just don care whether I am ok or died. I am just nothing for them.
I really hope that they are not what I am thinking and all the bad feelings were because of the sick and illness. I really really do hope for that. I Hope they just don want to disturb me since I am so sick and all.....

I know this blog is all nonsense and I myself dunno what and why am I writing. But, who cares?


Sunday, July 3, 2011

Problems

Money - Health-

Money is not everything but everything needs money!! i HATE!~!!!!

Everyone in da family has health problem....what can I do ?

i am just so helpless and useless....='((

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

朋友不是玻璃做的

朋友当然不是玻璃做的,但是有许多人总是把朋友当做玻璃,小心翼翼,恐怕把朋友碰坏了。

所以有时候,明明朋友很不满,却也不敢表达出来。害怕一旦表达了不满,就会发生冲突;一旦发生冲突,就会伤害感情;一旦伤害感情,就会失去这个朋友,为了一件小事失去一个朋友,太不值得了,于是就忍耐朋友的冒犯,然后,偷偷的在肚子里生气。

一个大学里的女孩子说,她的好朋友特不像话,这个朋友在大学四年,几乎从来不打水,都是让她替她打;而且这个朋友还经常在大庭广众中,把它告诉她的悄悄话说出来;她很希望这个朋友有一天能意识到不应该这样做。但是这个粗心的朋友却一点改变的迹象都没有。

“你是怎样对待她的这些行为的呢?”

“我能怎么样?我假装不在意。”

“那么她怎么知道你不高兴呢?”

“她应该知道呀?”

“你认为她有特异功能吗?知道你在想什么?既然你做出不在意的样子,她当以为你不在意;既然她以为你不在意,当然她也就不会改了。”

“我知道我应该表达自己的情绪,但是,我害怕她生气,害怕影响我们的友谊。虽然她有些不好的地方。为了这些事情失去一个朋友不值得。所以我就认了。”

之所以有这样的想法,是因为他们都对友谊有一种很美好的期待:希望朋友最好永远没有争吵,没有愤怒,永远互相理解。在他们的心目中,一旦出现了冲突就意味着友谊破灭。因而,他们只好回避冲突,结果反而让自己和对方之间都不愉快。

其实,并不是发生了冲突友谊就只好告终一条路。因为我们还有“和解”的技巧可用。友谊是一幅双方共同描绘的图画,当画出了什么问题,和解就好似我们手里的像皮或者刮刀,那么画错了一笔就意味着这幅画要作废。有了橡皮和刮刀,你的画就可以继续画下去。

为什么有些人把朋友当做玻璃一样,不敢去碰,最重要的原因,就是他们不会是用橡皮和刮刀,甚至他们不曾意识到有橡皮刮刀这类东西存在。他没的友谊就像玻璃,一旦破了,只能抛弃。所以他们只好小心翼翼,在这个过程中,自己被压抑着,怎么能感到快乐呢?

因此,和解是交友中的必须学习的技巧。如果你懂得如何和解,在交往中,你就有了更大的自由。你会敢于表达自己对朋友的意见,敢于坚持自己,敢于冒产生冲突的危险。因为你知道,即使友谊一时受到伤害,你也有办法消除这个后果,让友谊恢复到从前。

和解是非常简单的,它是僵持后你主动说的一句话,是你错之后送他一只黄玫瑰,是一个友好的微笑,是一个小礼物...只要你们真的有友谊存在,和解就这样完成了。

不会和解的人,害怕表达对朋友的意见,结果纵容了朋友的缺点,这样维持的友谊是不牢靠的,总有一天会维持不下去。而恰恰是不怕冲突的人,及时把不满表达出来,通过交流解决了朋友间的不和谐,才会有真正长久的友谊。

毕竟,朋友不是玻璃做的,如果有一个朋友真的想玻璃一样,不许你碰一下,这样的朋友破了就破了吧。

Friends are not made by glasses, so, just tell whatever you want to tell them.
And I, believed in, True Friend Won' t leave you so easily.

Love, Wendy

Monday, May 30, 2011

I am Twenty-TWO!

I am 22 ! like officially...TWO-TWO ! wow...old lady i am !

Didn't manage to celebrate my birthday as how i wish due to lots of reasons. =(

24th May 2011
The Aunties - Jennifer, Nicole, Cecilia , Win Nie and the daddy - Jackson celebrates my birthday for me at Pyramid. we had really good time even it wasn't a full day out. we met at noon and then meet Win nie at night . Carlina, thanks for wishing me all the way from Indo and i know how much u want to fly back here with us, but never mind, i know you love me and I loves you too =P

To: Jennifer, Nicole, Cecilia , Win Nie, Carlina and Jackson ,
I want you , to know, i really do appreciate everything you all done for me, and i know you will always be there for me just like how i will. I love all of you and i know I'll never be who i am now without anyone of you. I LOVE You.

To: CK Chun the boyfriend ,
Bii, I know how much you have done for me and i really appreciate it. I am so Glad that you are my lover and I will Never let go of you . I Thank you for everything you've done for me and pamper me all the time especially during the "lao gai" time. I Sorry for being a bad girl in front of you just because I know you'll allow me to,and I Sorry if I ever done anything that makes you feel unhappy/angry. You've made me to be a better person and I really really do LOVE you no matter who you are and where are you. I Wish I could keep you forever and ever besides me. I love you just like how YOU DO <3

To: Mommy,
Thank you for being so supporting and forgiving. I love you and I promise I'll never put you down or disappoint you. I love you mom and i always Do.

I would like to Thank everyone who had wish me happy birthday through call/ sms/ fb wall post. It might be just a simple action for you but it actually warms me up. Thanks To all of you. You know who you are.

Little Update:

I had done my
last paper in Diploma In Communication on 2bd May 2011 and currently waiting for result. Wish my luck please =) . Done the tests from Intel Excel for my Cabin Crew studies last week and I think I'll be graduating soon.

Was being emo especially during I am alone. So much things to think and stressed me out.

So many things to update and share, but I keep erased what I've wrote, so, I think I better keep them all in heart.=)


The 1st Birthday Present from the Aunties <3 thanks ! ( they bring me to choose on the day! ) I will use it when i go for dinner ok? thanks babes !

Birthday Gift from the bf, Thanks and i paid him back RM1 XD I like the shoes so much!


Cake ! Thanks Jenn and Nicole for buying this! <3

agar agar made my my baby! Thanks you honey <3

Thanks Ivy Lok, the best friend of mine for always giving me something special and not-to-get-in-any-other-place. XD

PS: baby took a video during the celebration , he put the phone on the table so the angle was a bit....hmm....check it yourself. XD

Saturday, January 1, 2011

summary of 2010

Summary of 2010 :
29/10/2010-- Commfest day. the event was GREAT! I feel like crying at the time when the launch gambit has launched successfully! the event was so damn good till it appears in the newspaper!! All the effort were paid!

29/11/2010-- I started my internship @ Linkz Event. A event company which mainly organise Education Fair but now they started to have a new try on Baby and Junior Fair. I started busy on the first day I step into the office. workload wasn't light but I was happy cause I do learn a lot! looking forward for both of the event! Baby & Junior Fair 2011 @ Midvalley on 14th to 16th Jan 2011 and MAPCU Higher Education Fair@ Midvalley on 22nd and 23rd Jan 2011. YEs, both of the events are just one week differ. therefore, you can imagine how busy we are.

15/12/2010-- the beloved Miss Statue a.k.a. Miss Chinapek a.k.a. Miss Lard a.k.a. Miss bla bla bla( too much names for her) a.k.a MISS CARLINA ANDERVIN leaves us and go back to Indonesia for a break then further her study at Singapore. 5 of us (Jennifer, Win Nie, Nicole, Jackson and I) decided to give her a surprise which I told her I can't be there for her since I have to work where at the same time I take a half day leave to send her off.5 of us meet at campus and headed to KLIA after bought something for her. thanks Nicole for driving us there!
all of us were so scared that we will cry like a crazy when we meet Carl, so, we tried our best to make joke and laugh, I myself feel I'll definitely cry. we saw her when we reached KLIA. all of us were just nervous with no reason! I do still remember the feeling when Carl wanted to turn back to talk to her friends but end up seeing us behind her quietly. she scream and then tears drop immediately, so do I. but luckily I hold them back , hardly. we chit chat, we laugh, we hugs, we say good bye, we wishes each others, we were all feel so sad for her leaving!
Carl, I want to thank you for being such an amazing friend to me, the laugher you brought to my life, the anger you make feel, the hugs you gave me when I need, the complaint of you to many things, the crazy things we gone through together, the lunches we had together, the shopping session, the movie session, the RT Pastry session, the dinner session, the singing session and so much more. I really feel miss you so badly even till today, I still remember the time we sing inside my car and we scream and making fun of people walk by. omg, I really miss you !!!! I duno what to say to describe the feeling I have now, but, I do really miss you statue...I miss the noise made by you, the comments you gave to me, the heart talk we had..........
2 more months, another sweetie from us will be leaving also, who? Miss Jennipek a.k.a. Jennifer! she will be going Aus for her degree. I can't and no right to ask her to stay for me because I know it has been her dream to go there and further her study. but, I hope she, Jenn, won't be forget me and the time we gone through together. 5 of us always hang together for lunch, dessert, clothes..I miss the time we shop together and you guys suggest me some weird clothes to try on or anyone of us to try on it. I know you will be miss me when you are leave cause you can't find anyone who can tease herself like I do; anyone who will give you some cold in sudden like I do; anyone who will give you a sudden hug like I do; anyone who always make you laugh like crazy like how I did;....... I love both of you so much you know? my aunties.
Diploma is done for both of you, time passed so fast, how I wish 3 of us are actually graduating with you 2 so you won't be leaving, but, we have no choice. =(
But don't worry ok? Niie, Nicole and I will still be together and wait you right here till the day you come back and meet us, true friendship will never beat down by time, don't they? =) I am here to wish both of you, my beloved Jenn and Carl, have a bright future, happy life, healthy body and never give out for what you want. I love all 4 of you, so much!

16/12/2010--Result out, got 2 As and 2 Bs, 1C for project! unbelievable right? my grade was as low as people who never do their work and being late! I was so so angry till I almost lost control. what an unfair lecture!! however, thanks to a lecture who always there for me when I need someone to talk to and comfort to. Thanks Miss, not mention name her just because I know she won't be reading and not to put her name into public. Long cloth story for this, so, skip. anyway, 3 of us ( Nie, Nicole and I) decided to confront THAT Unfair lecture for reasons to giving us such low marks as long as I done my internship and back to campus.
24/12/2010--Christmas Eve! had dinner with Niie and Dj at Curve's Marche. 2 pairs of us, that was my first time on Marche, it was a great memory even we didn't have much fun or time to spent on that day, it does gave me a special Christmas eve experience still. Thanks Niie for inviting us!

25/12/2010-- Christmas day, stayed at home and doing cleaning up, what a weird right? but I really did! not meeting the boyfriend due to some reasons.
26/12/2010--went to Chun's house for my present from exchange gift. her aunt was the one who got my name, she bought me a Charles and Keith's wallet, what a coincident! cause I was just planning to have a new wallet there! thanks Xiao yi! other than her aunt, CK bought me Loccitane' products when we went for shopping but he decided to gave me for Christmas gift where I bought him a watch from Japan's G-shock and Clothes from SUB. His Brother and Sis-in-law bought two of us a phone decoration. they are so cute! last but not least, his sister bought me a hand chain from Vincci. what a lovely family huh? thanks for the present and love for choosing those presents for me. <3 class="Apple-style-span">GOOD BYE to 2010, thanks for the great time you gave me, 2010 will be a year I won't forget and I'll always remembered.
so now, WELCOME 2011 and have a good hope on it! Happy New year 2011!!!!

Thursday, September 2, 2010

sick

omg... i have been sick for a week...cough like an old folk ! wth..
i don want to sick but yet i am sick..@@
HIGH fever for few days, doctor even ask me to do blood test and force me to stay there for like..half an hour since he worried i might be fainted due to the high fever.
then i tell him after 30 mins, : doc, i drive all the way back from subang jaya till here + jam alone with the same condition. guess what he reply me?
: speechless.....XD
reason for him to ask me take blood test is because he worried i kena denggi...
if really kena means i have to stay in hospital and cant do work jo..
tons of works have to be done..
this sem is really a bad sem, i duno y..
i feel that i have no mood to study at all.
but then, PROJECT is killing all of us...
i might be having lots of grammar mistake or what in this post, but the 38.5 'C fever made my brain cant think of anythings else except for water~!
lolx...
some may ask, 38.5 only ma... not that high fever also..
yes, i myself also used to think like tat...but then, doc told me, 37.1 is already in fever...38 is consider high...38.5 is very high jo..@@...

ps: report out and i am not kena denggi...so don worry ok?

stay strong and u'll be ok ASAP!!!!!! ( speak to my own)

Saturday, July 31, 2010

end of holidays

Today - 31st July 2010.
The last day of July
The 2nd last day of holidays

Life was in okok mode. nothing much to talk to.

Had a memorable trip to Japan. i really love there and i wish to go there again in future ( MUST!! )
Officially BROKE since i keep buying and the things there are actually in a very high price.
Got few birthday presents for some of my dearest babes, (Ivy Lok, Sharon Shia, Janice Mak, and last but not least, Carlina andervin)
I enjoy so much while i was there and I miss there so much now =(
*check my FB out for the pics if you are interested =)

Haven been meeting with the aunties since holidays started.
But i believe that wont change us right? =)

Went to Janice's Convocation on 24th July, it was a great time and thats actually the 1st time we meet in this few months i think. I hope she like the belated birthday present from Japan.

Went Bukit Tinggi today with dear Chun , Wluo and Chui li.
Had fun there and we talk alot XD
Cant remember when we went sing k but i waiting for the next time.

Hasn't been meeting with San San for quite a long time, just did some catching up with her just now on msn., planning for the date to meet her and give her the gift.

Had my 1st time of feeding a baby and changing baby's pampers on my bro's new born son .
It wasn't that fun and easy to take care a baby.

Did lots of things during this 10 weeks holidays actually but i cant note down one by one here .
Feeling kind of moody recently cause i realize that i am actually gaining weight again.
Fresh back those old pics with Chui Li since she sleepover at my place, I realise i was like super slim and fit last time! Skin was Good as well!
How i wish my hormone range and back to normal NOW and not in a range of 400/1500 !!
Hormone disorder made me FAT, made my skin condition like SHIT! made me fall sick easily, made all the allergies come to me !

MUST keep FIT and all I need to do now is MAINTAIN back my hormone range into a normal range which is minimum 1000-1500 and not only "400" =.=

Will be going to accompany my dear take some photos for his assignment at hospital area and some other place tomorrow.

Will start school on Monday , will be meeting with all my aunties and dear classmate.
Will start to be stress once class started.
Will be facing lots of problem , conflict, assignment, sleepless night etc.
Will hang out more with the aunties, more chit-chat.
Will....(more and more)

Time to take a rest .

Nitezzz.